posted on: Thursday, March 31st, 2005
Curing Depression With Muay Thai
by Sarah Kennedy
Rating: 2 out of 5 | Votes: 5This Article has been viewed 296 time(s). I came into the martial arts at the age of 20, at perhaps one of the lowest points in my
life. I started smoking, drinking, and doing drugs at a very young age, and by age
sixteen, I had fallen into a very serious state of depression. I spent about five years
there, feeling horrible and hating myself. I had no idea how to go about healing. The
doctors I saw pushed antidepressants, and these made me edgy and numb...a state I was all
too accustomed to already. Then, by an amazing twist of fate, I met my current husband
(Trevor Kennedy), and he suggested that I try the Kali Group. It took great courage for
me to come to the MKG...but the first time I hit a thai pad, I was hooked for good.
It took me years to get any consistency in my training. I’d go to phase class regularly
for six months, then disappear for nine. As long as I kept showing up, putting in my time
on the thai pads or heavy bag, my mood stayed even and positive. If I got upset about
something, I would express my feelings in a coherent manner, ask for what I needed, and
move on. This was quite uncharacteristic of my pre-martial arts self, a
passive-aggressive, unstable person who reemerged every time I lapsed on my training.
In retrospect, I can see that martial arts did for me what years of drug treatment and
psychotherapy could not: it connected my body and mind in the healing process. I realize
now that what was missing in my earlier attempts to heal was a physical aspect. What I
truly needed was to work my body and mind to exhaustion at the same time, to sweat so hard
that my brain couldn’t think about anything but that leg hitting the pad. Whatever issues
I walked into the gym with, they were set aside during class, forgotten. After a few
years, they began to dwindle altogether.
I attribute my recovery from depression to Muay Thai for a number of reasons:
1. Muay Thai works the body to an exhaustive state, producing a euphoria in which none of
your history or future matters: you can focus entirely on the present moment. This is
akin to the ancient arts of meditation, and is the closest thing to nirvana I’ve ever
experienced.
2. The martial arts environment, especially the MKG approach, fosters positive
relationships with healthy, interesting people. Showing up to the gym regularly creates a
close bond with those you train with...and gives you something fun to talk about!
3. Making the body stronger makes the mind stronger. I’ve found that through Muay Thai
training methods, my resiliency to all kinds of physical and emotional pain has increased.
4. Especially in the early stages of Muay Thai, it is easy to see rapid improvement in
one’s skills. This creates a sense of fulfillment and accomplishment. The 1-hour,
10-round, 5-round, and Chai tests are a great way to perpetuate this constant sense of
achievement.
5. While antidepressants may treat the symptoms of depression, Muay Thai training treats
the cause -- lack of exercise, unhealthy relationships, and low self-esteem. Perhaps best
of all, if you are training regularly, it becomes very difficult to eat unhealthy food or
indulge in alcohol or drugs. I don’t mean to say this is impossible, but rounds are lot
less fun with a hangover or after a cheeseburger and a coke!
6. Most of all, Muay Thai is FUN...it’s a silly, sweaty, grunting, balls-out kind of fun.
The people you share it with become lifelong friends, and they tend to have a sick and
crazy sense of humor. They’re the kind of people who won’t let you get away with
anything for long -- but once they’ve seen your true colors, they won’t ever let you down.
I believe people struggling with depression need these things: vigorous physical
exercise, a healthy social environment, mental challenge, and a sense of belonging and
achievement. The martial arts provides all this and more. Muay Thai is especially good
in the recovery of depression because of the intense physical exertion. There is no
better way to dissolve the ego, that constant, haunting critic, than to push the body’s
exertion beyond its limits. I hope as an instructor, I can find a way to bring this art
to people struggling with depression and drug or alcohol abuse. I am a living example
that it works!